Wednesday, March 10, 2010

i love u kavita ...i m sorry i am unable to post too often but i guess u know the reason for that....nahi pata ???
Ghochu tumse baatein karta rehta hu ....isliye....

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Wonderful 2 weeks

what to say regarding the last two weeks it was the time i was waiting for long, although it started suddenly because i left for Delhi suddenly but whatever happened was nice.Couldnt forget the look on your face Kavita it was what i was expecting i couldnt believe when i met you, it had been so long.....The feeling i got when i held you close to me,can not be explained in words and i will always be longing for those moments to come again...the worstthing that happens when i am with you is that the time passes so quickly that i am left with wanting more time with you. I know its the same with you as well and staying away from you is getting difficult with every day that passes. I feel like i should leave every thing and get close to you. But then every thing we want can not be done, bt i will as son as i can...
And also i would like to thank you for that you finally spoke to your mom regarding us and although she didnt say yes,but atleast she didnt say no either which means that eventually she will agree and i am pretty sure about that....I LOVE YOU for that and i misss you a lot ...

Thursday, September 10, 2009

you are the eternal love of my life !!!

kavita i cant tell you what u mean to me and neither do i think that i ever can, but i just can say that i never

loved anyone more than you,every time i rhink bout you and every time your face floats in front of my eyes, the

strenghh and courage i use to keep me away from you weakens and i feel that i leave every thing and just take the

first flight to delhi and be close to you and never go away, but then its my damn practical thinking which stops

me. But I know that this being practical thing can not stop me long....and it it happened finally and i alternate

to what i planned took the flight to delhi on monday 7th. I thought i would give you a surorise but this damn sixth

sense and intution of girls!!! ...mere sare surprise ki waat lagadi. Tumhe to pehle se hi pata tha...aur tum aise

behave kar rahi thi jaise ki kuch janti hi nahi. But it dosent matter that i surprise you or not wht matters is

that i am close to you and that is some thing i'll always treasure. The feeling of you close to me, the feeling

that my kavu will always love me a lot more than i can ever love her i something i will always cherish......I LOVE

YOU

Monday, August 31, 2009

My Love for you increases every day.....

I made you cry yesterday and i feel like hell although i know and you know too that i didnt do it knowingly, but i dont think that matters....what matters is that I am making a girl cry,who never used to cry....but i just want to tell you that i just hate to see you cry and i hate it even more when its me who is the reason. And after that i had to shout at you to make you stop crying and i am sorry for that i had to do that because otherwise you would'nt have stopped and i badly wanted you to stop crying and i knew you wouldnt stop otherwise....I know you didnt feel bad about your crying because of me and then me shouting on you to make to stop and i guess thats because you love me and and i love you for that and I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U. I know i never show you how much i care for you and how much i Love you(I am Sorry for that but i am like that) and you like me because i am like that, and i know that this can never make any difference to our love for each other, because at the end of the day what matters is how much we love each other and not how much we show that we love.... and by saying that i dont mean that i dont like taht you always show that you care for me and love me a lot rather i would say that this is something i like most bout you coz i know that you are transparent like a glass -you show what you feel, and i like that. I too want to be like that but i just cant, you see i am not as good as YOU !!!
I LOVE YOU .......

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

I Love You...!!

another three days passed by and the time to come and meet you is near ...i cant wait for the day ...but i guess waiting for that day too gives me kind og goose bumps :-).
You felt bad when i didnt talked to you for the whole day as i fell asleep,  i know i always hurt you. But i Love you so much that i have become selfish now and just cant imagine you going away from me...but me as fool always do things that hurt u and i know u get hurt because you love me a lot and you cant stay long if you dont hear my voice and thats same with me tooo to but pata nahi this Sleep!!! ye humesha phasa deti hai ...but you my sweet lil angel always forgive me and thoda gussa karne ke baad mujhe maaf kar deti ho , its so nice of you. I Know i am selfish but what should i do tumhare mamle main i feel very nice to act selfish because I Love U.
I know at times i hurt u but i can never hurt you knowingly coz you are the love of my life and i want you to be so FOREVER .....I LOVE You  


Sunday, August 23, 2009

My First post for my love ...

this girl who I have fallen for is the first person who made me fell like this...there was a time when I used to feel that I can never feel this way as I do now but I guess I was wrong, she proved me wrong !!!
Never was attracted to anyone like I have been to her. Describing in words what  she means to me is impossible for me, I dont think i can ever express my love for her in words, and I know that she loves me more that I love her !!